Some people wouldn't have been able to define 'chaos,' had they been asked. Most people had their dazzling little lives, full of specific routine, and weekly get-togethers with friends and family; an ordinary job, where all they had to worry about was whether or not they remembered to endorse that nice paycheck before the bank sucked it out of their hands and into an account to join the nice nest-egg that they had built up. When you worked for the Agency, only a select few could claim the aforementioned scenario -- David, on the other hand, could not.
Literally speaking, it was bewildering, albeit amusing, the amount of 'chaos' that could develop over the course of a six-month time frame. Old tasks could be forgotten.. faces washed from one's memory. Homes burned, assets frozen, and identities bleached to non-existance. There would always be a high number of agents taken off the job, but to be 'burned,' and presented with a face-full of confusion and chaos wasn't something he had ever expected; the equation was elementary: Freidrich Antmann had found him out. And the solution had been to burn him. David wasn't an agent any longer.. hell, David no longer existed.. at least not as far as any possible or significant paper trail was concerned. As far as his mind went.. ..it was sound. Even if full of holes, voids, and missing pieces. Truthfully, such a grand-scale cover up should have been expected - and heeded; the White Rabbit could have thought himself lucky, had he any remote idea of who he had once been. It was no secret that some former employees, military background or otherwise, had not made off so easily. Or, alive.
Alive could have been an over-statement, given the current condition of the burned agent. Sure, there was air in his lungs (although hitched, and short). Thoughts racing through his mind, and an all-too-confused disposition as he stood in the middle of the living room of the hole in the wall apartment he'd once sought shelter in, under the care of the elderly woman he'd considered family. The former rogue agent who, unlike Rabbit, had met her untimely demise; Coroner's report claimed she had passed away due to ailing health.. but.. such was never the case for those forced to live life secretly.
Intact was the broken leather jacket he so often wore, housing both unsteady hands for a time, while the hazel-eyed man stared thoughtfully at the corner of the room. His hair was habitually unkept, and he was missing his hat.. ..among other typical-of-David personal effects. No one that didn't know him would have the eye to even find it peculiar. And, of course in all due respect, who really knew David? Not Rabbit, but.. David. Anyone who might have known him had long since lost his proverbial scent and forgotten him.. much the same as he had been forced to forget them. So, what was it then..?
However, if Rabbit had forgotten everything and everyone, what was it then that had brought him back here To where he had once lived, a hop, skip, and a jump away from the bustling subway? SOme would have likened it to muscle memory, and.. who knew? It might have been, and it might have been more. Be it either, the former agent seemed cautious despite the lack of 'memory' he was dealing with: what had, months ago, been replaced with what could only be now described as 'chaos.'
He merely had no clue what the 'chaos' was now. Not yet, anyway.